Today I was sitting in bed the whole night infront of my school books crying my eyes out, and now it’s morning, I don’t know one thing and I just feel like taking some pills so I don’t have to be alive anymore. I have never cried so long, I don’t even know how that is possible. 

My tumblr is fucking ugly and a fucking mess right now, but so is my life and so are my thoughts, so I don’t really care. Fuck off. 

Also, I have payed 0,80€ for this theme, before I realized it’s actualy not as pretty as it seemed, so I’m fucking keeping it.